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The wind dances as the flutes blow out the love they have in their heart. The leaves on the trees join in this great celebration of the dance of life. The wind slows, and the birds are chirping, they celebrate the harmony of the sky. The grass in its heart colored green beams out a chord of peace up to stars. The stars twinkle in great acknowledgement and appreciation of the dazzling beam from the grass. The Earths wholeness is in full glory. The time is still, for it is now, the moment has no time, therefore now is forever. Forever to be, be what I ask? The spirits/forces of existance glow and stream with great flowidity and flexability. We are ever present and ever lasting, from generation to generation. We have no beginning, nore no end. We are present, now and now is timeless and boundless. There is no need to look, but to just be. In being we feel breath and life. In breath we sense air and atmosphere. In air we activate our bodily organs and our physical existance is here. Like the lowly sounding organs of Venice, we too move with the sound of grace and the speed of stillness. We are bothered by no one or nothing. For we are everyone and everything. We are radiant love, a force of existence unseen to the eyes, ears and taste. If you breath clear enough you may taste yourself through the precision of silence. At this point, it is now known of our force. Then like a 2 week old bird, we are thrown from the nest and into (physical) reality. We need only to be still, focaus and wait to visit our home. Home is where is we are, and we are always home.

"I am Here"

Her eyes full of light makes my world stop. Her smile, oh that smile can save the earth. For its beauty is so strong. That smile when I see it makes my heart shake. It lights up the torch that burns deep in my soul. Her skin so golden brown, even the trees get weak. When I hear her laugh my thoughts cease. Her laugh puts me in the moment, for I, I want to enjoy every sound, every vibration, every level of it. She has my heart and doesn't even know. I want to share this with her but she has other moves. When I think of her my globe stops its spin. Her height and hair are the added touch. Her scent as marvel as a field of purple roses, all open to the wind. God has blessed this woman, my woman, no that woman.I love her so. I want her to know, but how do you tell someone you don't know. Tell them you're in love and its them who can unlock your heart. How do I tell her to turn the key, just smile and say Hi, thats all it takes to fullfill my cup. If I could just touch, touch her lips, my heart might stop. Then again part of it has, for she is there and "I AM HERE"

It happened to US.............

It was a cold crisp February evening in Flint, MI . I found myself standing in front of the bathroom mirror naked and ashamed. My head lowered to the floor like a guilty prisoner. My eyes filled up with more tears than the water in the Nile River. How? How did I get to this point in my life? "Fuck you fat ass." "Look at you, you are disgusting ." "No one will ever love you." These thoughts running through my head like Usain Bolt in the 100 meter dash. Then, I heard the words of others, poking at my conscious, crushing my self-esteem even more. "Damn you sloppy." "You need to be on the Detroit Lions, big man." "You wear a size 48?" Shit. "I'm glad I'm not you" How did I get to be 305lbs?????????
"Fuck it," I said. "Shut the hell up". I told my thoughts. "From this moment on, I'm living free." "I forgive you Marty. You did the best you knew how" "I forgive you brother, dad and everyone else who had something negative to say. You too did the best you knew how." "I love you." I said looking at myself through new eyes. It was like I was seeing myself for the first time. A new day was here and along with it came a new loving energy.
We all at one point or another have judged ourselves to the point of self-defeat. Some of us to this moment still do. In these moments lie opportunity. The opportunity to forgive. To forgive ourselves. Also, the opportunity to forgive the others who we believe hurt us. In this opportunity of forgiveness lies the possibility to gain our personal happiness back.
Our happiness, our lives lie within us. We can make all the money in the world. We can have the most prestigous job or own all the latest fashions, however until we are willing to look inside, our existence will be empty.
You may be "going through something" in your life. Or your life could be perfect. If it is then keep on keeping on. But if you one day feel great, then all of a sudden feel down. Or wake up in the morning just to go to a job to "pay your bills". If you are having "that feeling". You know the feeling. Feeling like you're just living through the week and then hope to enjoy the weekend. Then it may be your time. "Time for what?" you ask. Time to be courageous.. Look at yourself, be willing to ask what did you do to get here? and what can you do to truely live free and feel good?!!!!!!!!!!!!!